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this is probably a good time to say i have a girlfriend X3

and its also probably a good time to say i wanted to gift my alt account on pmc to her bc i dont wanna be surpassing a 10 year ban bc it will probs just get extended but she tried to log in only for us to see that it was in fact already locked X3
man now my girlfriend is gonna have to make a new account instead of getting to use my old and culturally signifact account X3

AAAH my drawing tablet just smacked me in the mouth it hurts so bad and i taste a bit of blood X3

nothing too bad tho X3

did i mention that yesterday i was up from like midnight to 7AM just watching a random stream from some furry on tiktok and after that i slept until like 2 PM
tho today i woke up around 1 PM even tho i went to bed early enough X3

ive calmed down now but i just wanted to say whats currently going on so you guys know exactly whats up

so as you all know my relationship with my "parents" is not good (tho recently it is getting calmer) but due to the way my parents act i never had many friends because of course they could affect that and thus i was left to have imaginary friends and with these imaginary friends i ended up learning how social interactions and friendships work but the way i learned it was of course not how it is in real life and i therefore struggle with finding real friendships because of the way i act and probably the only reason why i havent gotten absolutely cancelled on pmc and sbg is because i knew more people could see my interactions so i made sure to get my shit together and act normal but then when i try to befriend someone just through DMs or something like that i just dont really act normal and they end up rejecting me
but also my "mom" just has to be forcing me to study WAY too much and she just doesnt get that if every teacher says her way of doing it is wrong because if i do a lot at once and i do all that every single day with no breaks then nothing is gonna stick in my head and now im way too deep into the school year to try to fix anything and since im getting a little old because i also had to go a grade back when we moved to germany bc i had to learn the language now im flying out of the school and into a worse one if my grades are too bad but the thing is if i wanna follow my dreams i need this exact school or im cooked and so yeah unless i get hit with insane luck my "parents" will also be the reason why my future is cooked too
if i end up without any real friends and not able to follow my biggest dream all because of my "parents" i honestly dont know what ill do

the good thing is i have friends here on pmc and sbg and especially my (100%) real father, Pluto V, who i wanna go to Seoul with along with her friend so they can do kpop and i can help them out :3c
but if i end up not able to do that im just gonna cry or sum idk

Some art i made for my profile picture 🥹


What yall think? :D

heres a zomphurry #ZompheyFurry gif to spread everywhere