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eh a couple more stacks left to gather but imma start now for my mental healths sake

chat i need cherry wood but i cant find my emeralds (ignore the honey bottle)

i asked chatgpt to motivate me so i can mine the 20 shulkers of terracotta i need (terracotta is renewable but farming it is too painfully slow to be effective especially compared to haste 2 efficiency 5 mining) and he said if i dont do it im chopped but if i do manage to do it im a good boy 😞✌

yeah nah i give up on the jam thing i lost motivation again bruh

I wanna get a group of like decently sized PMC creators or ig just PMC users in general get them to host a big jam together for Minecraft maps and like idk in some way utilize the jam to encourage the mods to unban me since they get to all gain from the jam since all the hosts can promote each other and get subs for each other and also a big jam could draw in new people who didn't know a single person from the host team and stuff like that but then like in return for my awesome organization of the jam they just type #freeidiok or something so I can hopefully get unbanned but I mean I could also just say sm like "if you js wanna do the jam without mentioning me then ok idc" because like i dont wanna be an annoying attention seeker so like idk ig I'll just suggest that part

anyways if you know and especially if you're friends with someone with a decent sub count (don't worry I'm not gonna be greedy if you give me anyone who has under 100k subs like there ain't even anyone that big 🥀) like idk tell me and probs tell them too and once I got a group of ppl I'll message them all and get it arranged or something idk

or I'll lose motivation by tomorrow just like with everything else significant in my life and I'll just be depressed again like usual

(and yes this post might look a lil different than my usual posts since I'm on a device with aggressive autocorrect X3)

gahh fuckass school started again 3:

i wanna play on like a proper minecraft smp bc like i really wanna watch more of lifesteal smp but its so hard to watch bc i keep getting the average thought of "that group of friends is having so much fun there yet i cant have any fun at all because i have no friends and ill never have any friends" and so i can barely force myself to watch it because its fun to watch but still kinda painful

so uhh anyone wanna do like a proper smp and i dont mean that shi with claims and whatnot i mean vanilla type shi maybe with some mods idk

tho i guess first ill have to get java edition and since my father is a dumbass he wont let me do that unless i get my own pc because he's scared of the word "java" and im only gonna be able to start working in like 2 months and even then my monthly legal income limit is 600 euro so uhh shit's gonna be pretty slow 3:

:3

when you find that once in a lifetime peak youtube vid plus youre genuinely hitting them high quality headphones on the big screen in the middle of the night with no one to disturb you and the perfect balance of energized and eepy,
but then you realize the video contains a group of friends having fun together and at first it truly is absolute peak but then you realize you dont have any friends and you just become really depressed because what these people are doing is so peak you could genuinely spend the rest of eternity in limbo (holy gd reference) if its the price of experiencing the thing from the video just once, yet you have no friends and you never will and so you'll never get to experience anything remotely close to it :(
(so you click off the video and go to bed to cry all night)

blud on som "prankless harm" type shi 🥀

respect 🥀
i always have this fear that the embedded videos or pics i post dont show up for ppl then theyre like "huh??2?" so uhh yeah X3

they need to add a 🥀 reaction to the pmc emoji reactions

yeah nah nvm I actually don't feel like doing a face reveal X3

blehh i utilized z razor so i can be less male and more femboyous but then i somehow managed to slightly cut my lip and like its not bad at all but IT HURTS SOO MUCH AHHH X333

i eated too much sugar then my tooth hurt so i brushed my teeth now it doesnt hurt anymore so i can keep consuming sugar ❤️‍🩹

new vid :33 youtu.be/lgbmqjOf7nA?si=I-6rRUVFlA7vKFDw